I’m tired of all the nonsense. Tired of all the pressure. Tired of being on all the time. Tired of watching myself split. Tired of fighting this battle.
I thought I won this battle a decade ago. And maybe i had. and now the fighting is to get to the next level. That brings me peace and gives me strength. That fighting and battling 10 years ago wasn’t for nothing. I didn’t fail then. I succeeded. I won. But now it’s time to fight on the same field, to increase the old victory. To get even better at this. To remind myself I don’t care what you think. In a healthy way. And i do care what you think in a healthy way. And to remind myself who’s in charge and whose favour I should seek.
No title. No nothing. Only words. Thoughts spilling out of an overfilled mind, with little regard for depth, significance, meaning, value, humour, acceptance. An outpouring of me.
As the rocks cry out “THIS IS ME!!!”… so too my hearts longs to scream “stop trying trying to mold me into a better you”. Right now I only want to be loved and comforted and told it’s all going to be ok, because (to be honest) sometimes I’m overwhelmed with pressure to be sure. Sure that it’s all going to be ok. And i want time to question, time to ask, time to wonder.
Give me time to get there and I’m pretty sure I will. But hurry me to that point and I won’t be.
Give me time to embrace my process
He ain’t heavy, he’s my #brother… #cats #sleepy
Kai Militia La Rose
The best things in life are free… (yeah right… this little beast has cost more than 5K).
what an amazing desk… i would love it… “Indoor Table by Manoteca”
So today I had a pretty chilled day. Work was exciting & draining as usual but also happened to have its perks. I like it when people/things/events make my heart smile without me expecting it. It just reassures me that someone up there (we all know who) really likes me (I think we know that God…